As the days get longer I get stronger ,
Sometimes it makes me wonder ,
why have I awaken from my slumber ?
It seems as if I'm a vapor in the sky ,
well atleast in his eyes .
Too blind to see , what yhu really mean to me .
They pay me attention well the girls atleast .
Even if it is only to stir up some drama .
I tried my best to hold it in ,
But really I can't keep anymore within .
I feel as if I'm always on the back burner ,
maybe it's a sign to make me a better learner .
I feel as if I'm way to pretty to be tangled in to feel this pity !
No I really am not saddity , but I can only take so much juhs for this one city !

As the days go by , seeming longer and longer , I wonder what life will be like with out yhu . It's funny because they warned me about yhur type . I was to blind to see what was going on beneath my nose , in my own house , in my own family . Yhu must think I'm dumb well I'm not and this is hurtful to me . I'm hurt that I had to fight my little cousin , oh well that's what happens when yhu run off at the mouth . I'm telling y'all bitches y'all need to mind yhoo mouthes this ain't same ol' quiet Lyssa no more . Bro I got that beat yhoo ass in my blood . Try me . So they did . And they failed I succeeded and won with a victory .

As the days go by , seeming longer and longer , I wonder what life will be like with out yhu . It's funny because they warned me about yhur type . I was to blind to see what was going on beneath my nose , in my own house , in my own family . Yhu must think I'm dumb well I'm not and this is hurtful to me . I'm hurt that I had to fight my little cousin , oh well that's what happens when yhu run off at the mouth .

So today is a new day , im still hurting from last night . I talked to yhur mom she said to tell yhu how much she loves yhu . I juhs wanna hear yhur voice again , I love yhu with all of my heart , but sometimes yhu juhs to stupid and blind to see . If yhu leave me I know yhur gonna be gone for along time , why cant yhu juhs stop hurting me ? I love yhu and I'm super afraid to see yhu dead or gone , away from me ! Everytime I think about this my heart starts to cry , and my stomach gets upset i get a woozy feeling in there . Sometimes i wonder , do yhu even know that im still here ? Looking dumb to yhu i bet .

"As i sit here and I gaze at the stars , I think over and over my oh my how I wonder where yhu are .
My life has changed since the day yhu left , maybe for better , maybe for worse , hell we'll never know maybe until yhu get hurt .
Yhu never truely understood how I was there for yhu for better or worse , I chose yhu first before a lot of things .
Now as I sit here , a queen without her king .
I was hurt the day yhu left , but I said fuck it I can be the best .
The best with or without yhu , because before yhu came I was all I knew .
Maybe they were right never put too much trust in a man that only says he loves yhu in the night .
But I stuck around with my head hung down , instead of being the proud woman that I am .
Now I must take a stand cause I cant hold no more within .
Want to know the real reason why I stuck around ?
Because I was too afraid to see yhu layed out , dead on the ground .
I felt if I stayed around I could hold yhu down .
Guess I was wrong , but I love yhu too much to do yhu any wrong .
Yhur mom aked me to stay , because I actually cared , unlike the other females I was actually there. "
-Alyssa Danielle Jamison o1.12.1o

I never really understood why females are so envious of me. I never thought i had anything to be envious of, well I guess I was wrong because females constantly have negative things to say about me. Funny thing is its the dirty grimey females that are jealous of me, never the ones who are making something of theirselves. They say to me and quote yhu needa get yhur weave fixed wtf? bitch my shit is all natural lmao. Yall hoes juhs jealous because yhur niggas want me . Aha bbl ill continue this later on tonight. KAY'Nicole when yhu read this call text or dm me on twitter sis !

This is weird. sounds like a lotta hype but who knows. i just thought ppl should see..its crazyy!

Rumors have been going around about famous people worshipping the devil. Some people including tiffany evans states that Jay Z, Beyonce, Lil Wayne, Rihanna,Kanye, and Alicia Keys, are all freemasons or devil worshippers, their songs played backwards have satanic messages. The symbol that Jay Z throws up known as "the rock" symbolizes the Illuminati and NWO (new world order).

Jay Z said that: " "Jesus cant save u life starts when the church ends"

It is said that the Blue Print 3 is supposed to represent 3rd degree mason which means tht he's on the highest level which is why he made run this town..to represent new world order...

People may not notice but when you listen to this music your brain interprets the song how it is meant to be interpreted meaning it takes the sublimanial message out of the song. The music made by these artists is slowly taking over, when you sing the words of their song you are some what crossing yourself over, because it's like you're agreeing to give over your spirit to a negative power instead of a higher power.

this is tiffany evan's post...You gotta watch what u say. Because there are a lot of weak people in the world. They are susceptible to anything so anything you say or do some people actually do listen. So make sure its nothing bad. Its okay to be deep,but not murder deep.Man! I really wish I could tell you guys what the industry really is and what stars are apart of destroying this world. The stars who worship satan,and those who have killed to get the respect they have now. You’d be verrrry surprise. Some of your favorite people pretend to worship God but they only do that to save face. Or seem innocent.Satan was head of music in heaven. He uses influential people…to help influence the world. Think about that. Once u make a certain amount of money. Just know that that’s when they ask u to join. To get in you have accept the beast, worship. Once you join they assist u with ur career.make u huge.only if u agree and obey to destroy Gods word.and his children.Ppl listen and pay attention. Its a war going on right now between Good and Evil. Evil will rule this world for a min. The people that have this power are the people that RULE the whole world. I’m done I won’t say anymore before I get in trouble."

According to TheProphet Blog.net, Evan’s tweets are centered around the “rumored corruption and brainwashing that goes on behind the scenes of the entertainment industry, often referred to as a group called the Illuminati“.

"If you’ve never heard of the Illuminati before, it’s basically a group or organization of powerful people in the industry that brainwash audiences with hidden messages in songs, music video’s, political campaigns etc. Stars such as Kanye West, Jay-Z, Beyonce, Rihanna, and Matthew Knowles have all been accused of being involved, as have various politicians and actors."