"As i sit here and I gaze at the stars , I think over and over my oh my how I wonder where yhu are .
My life has changed since the day yhu left , maybe for better , maybe for worse , hell we'll never know maybe until yhu get hurt .
Yhu never truely understood how I was there for yhu for better or worse , I chose yhu first before a lot of things .
Now as I sit here , a queen without her king .
I was hurt the day yhu left , but I said fuck it I can be the best .
The best with or without yhu , because before yhu came I was all I knew .
Maybe they were right never put too much trust in a man that only says he loves yhu in the night .
But I stuck around with my head hung down , instead of being the proud woman that I am .
Now I must take a stand cause I cant hold no more within .
Want to know the real reason why I stuck around ?
Because I was too afraid to see yhu layed out , dead on the ground .
I felt if I stayed around I could hold yhu down .
Guess I was wrong , but I love yhu too much to do yhu any wrong .
Yhur mom aked me to stay , because I actually cared , unlike the other females I was actually there. "
-Alyssa Danielle Jamison o1.12.1o