So today is a new day , im still hurting from last night . I talked to yhur mom she said to tell yhu how much she loves yhu . I juhs wanna hear yhur voice again , I love yhu with all of my heart , but sometimes yhu juhs to stupid and blind to see . If yhu leave me I know yhur gonna be gone for along time , why cant yhu juhs stop hurting me ? I love yhu and I'm super afraid to see yhu dead or gone , away from me ! Everytime I think about this my heart starts to cry , and my stomach gets upset i get a woozy feeling in there . Sometimes i wonder , do yhu even know that im still here ? Looking dumb to yhu i bet .